Wednesday, February 4, 2026

As My Soul Draws Nigh

 

As My Soul Draws Nigh

RLW Feb. 3, 2026

1:00 PM

 

As my soul draws nigh

Beyond the eastern sky

I will ascend, I will ascend

To that City

 

To home I will draw

To my Father’s House

From whence I came, whence I came

In Christ Jesus my Lord

 

To Melchizedek, and Zadok,

To the saints of the ages I come.

Coming home, O coming home

To My Father, to my Home

 

O my soul, draw thou nigh

To thy home, to thy Rock, to thy Lord,

On the wings of the Spirit, on the wings of the Spirit,

I ascend, I ascend

 

And the Light of the City

Overcomes my vision, engulfs my senses

Bathes me, bathes me, in His purity

I am cleansed, I am cleansed – HALLELUJAH I AM CLEANSED!!!!!!

 

And the Water of that City

Fills my soul, fills my soul

And it pours from me, yes it pours from me,

And I swim, O how I swim, Hallelujah how I swim!

 

And my soul draws nigh to the Temple of that City

And my soul it comes home to that Temple.

To the Father and the Lamb, to the Great, Great I AM

I am HOME, I am HOME, I AM HOME!!!!

 

And my soul has entered into the Temple of that City

And I rest, how I rest in the Lamb

I lay down in green pastures, I walk beside still waters,

And my soul, O my soul, is in PEACE.

 

 

 

Monday, February 2, 2026

Confrontation in Nazareth (12)

“And all were speaking well of Him, and wondering at the gracious words which were falling from His lips; and they were saying, ‘Is this not Joseph’s son?’” (Luke 4:22).

 

Some thoughtful folks see genuine wonder and praise in Luke 4:22, other thoughtful people see “who does He think He is, we know Him and His family?”  As we saw in our previous reflection, the congregation, His hometown church, soon tried to murder Jesus.

 

In John 8:30 – 59 there is a similar pattern. We go from “many believing in Him” (Jn. 8:30) to these same people “picking up stones to throw at Him” (8:59).

 

How does Jesus respond to “many believing in Him”?

 

“If you continue in My word then you are truly My disciples; and you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free” (Jn. 8:31 – 32).

 

Just as in Nazareth, Jesus could have left well enough alone. In Nazareth Jesus could have found a different passage to read in Isaiah, but He didn’t. In Nazareth He could have not introduced the stories of the widow of Zarephath and Naaman the Syrian, but He did. In Nazareth He could have eased into the idea that He was the Messiah, He could have given His hometown folks time to get used to the idea, time to adjust, time to consider, time to ponder, but He didn’t.

 

In John 8, in Jerusalem, He could have eased the people who were “believing in Him” into the idea that there was a freedom they were not yet experiencing.  He need not have brought up slavery to sin (Jn. 8:34 – 36). Why does He say that “You seek to kill Me, because My word has no place in you”? (Jn. 8:37). After all, outwardly they were believing in Him, why not leave things alone, why penetrate their hearts? Why not give these people time?

 

Why keep insisting that they can’t hear His word (Jn. 8:43)?

 

And why, O why, tell the people, “You are of your father the devil”? (Jn. 8:44).

 

This makes no sense, doesn’t Jesus want to build a nice large church? Doesn’t He want to get His message across? Why does He alienate people?

 

The people go from believing in Him (verse 30) to accusing Him of having a demon (verse 48) to attempting to kill Him (verse 59). Things move quickly toward attempted murder in John 8 just as they do in Luke 4. Why, in both instances, does Jesus say things that will incite the people to reject Him and attempt to kill Him? Why can’t He be a seeker-sensitive Messiah? Why won’t God Incarnate cater to our needs and wants and desires and agendas? Why won’t Jesus play church?

 

“For judgment I came into this world, so that those who do not see may see, and that those who see may become blind” (Jn. 9:39). The simplicity of the story of Jesus and the blind man ought to instruct us. Just as Jesus was put out of the synagogue in Luke 4, so the blind man who was healed by Jesus was cast out of the synagogue in John 9. Even the blind man’s parents disowned him “because they were afraid of the Jews [the religious leaders]” (Jn. 9:22).

 

Jesus strips away our pretentions, our religious facades, our Sunday-morning personas, and He gets to the heart of the matter – we are blind; our heritage – whether religious or national or ethnic or family – does not make us God’s chosen people – we have no possibility of righteousness outside of Jesus Christ and He will make certain that we know this. We will either know this and accept this, or we will refuse to acknowledge Him and attempt to murder Him.

 

I imagine the attempted murder of Jesus Christ occurs every Sunday morning in “Christian” gatherings across the globe. The idea that He may be working in the widows of Zarephath or in the Naamans of Syria is too much for us, the thought that Jesus may want to burst our wineskins and replace them with Himself as our Temple, and that He wants to bring those who are not like us into our lives, is too much for us. We will kill those ideas, we will bury those teachings, we will replace any pastors who dare suggest such things.

 

We must seal ourselves off from the Samaritans in our communities and nation and world. We must isolate ourselves in order to protect our way of life, our “lifestyles,” our religious self-righteousness. Just as the people of Jerusalem, we say to Jesus, “We are the children of America and have never been slaves to anyone!” Unless of course, we are African – American.

 

We say to Jesus, “We are Pentecostal, we are Reformed, we are Lutheran, we are Roman Catholic, we are Anglican, we are Arminian, we are nondenominational, we are Conservative, we are Liberal.” Well, you get the idea. Don’t mess with our security, with our identity, with our righteousness.  Do not question our way of doing church, of church growth, of the End Times; and most certainly don’t take issue with our view of what it means to be prolife (as Pope Leo has done).

 

We see much the same scenario in John 6 as we do in Luke 4 and John 8. Jesus goes from a crowd to a few.

 

“Truly, truly, I say to you, you seek Me, not because you saw signs, but because you ate of the loaves and were filled” (Jn. 6:26).

 

“Therefore the Jews were grumbling about Him, because He said, ‘I am the bread that came down out of heaven.’ They were saying, ‘Is not this Jesus, the son of Joseph, whose father and mother we know? How does He now say, I have come down out of heaven?’” (John6:41 – 42). What does this passage remind you of?

 

When Jesus says, “For this reason I have said to you, that no one can come to Me unless it has been granted him from the Father,” many of His disciples leave Him “and were not walking with Him anymore” (John 6:65 – 66).

 

Now here is the thing dear reader, and here you can know where you really are in your relationship with Jesus Christ. It all comes down to your answer to Jesus to this question of His.

 

“So Jesus said to the twelve, ‘You do not want to go away also, do you?’” (John 6:67).

 

What is my response to Jesus?

 

What is yours?

 


 

Tuesday, January 27, 2026

Joseph - Reflections (7) Postscript

 

Joseph – Reflections (7) Postscript

 

Perhaps I should clarify two things from my main posting this morning, the first has to do with seminary and the second with vocational ministry. I may expand upon them at some time, but let me make some brief comments right now.

 

Regarding vocational ministry, especially pastoring, this is a tough place to be right now for men and women who love Jesus and the flock of the Good Shepherd. It is tough because there is such confusion within movements and denominations, such pressure to conform, and such pressure to produce. “Christians” compare churches with one another, and we are such consumers that we’ll just go elsewhere if our needs are not met, we don’t actually care all that much about denying ourselves and taking up the Cross and following Jesus. Pastors are bombarded with “how to” material that will make their lives better, attract more people, retain more people, increase offerings, etc.

 

Pastors used to be charged with the care of souls – not too many congregations care all that much about this anymore. As I’ve said elsewhere, whatever the remedy might be, it always must begin with me, with you, with us, with our local congregation…if it isn’t beginning with us we don’t have hope.

 

This tyranny to produce can be especially difficult for pastors, for they and their families may be literally out in the cold if they displease a congregation, a board of elders, or a power family within a church. This is a scandal that we don’t talk about, but it is ugly. It is even worse for youth pastors. A few years ago the average tenure for a youth pastor was six months – hard to believe, but true. Not long ago the average tenure for a pastor within a large denomination was less than three years. How would you like to have a job with those numbers? How would you like it if you had a family?

 

We have built our own prisons and I don’t see how we can escape, we can’t do it without the Living Jesus Christ in our midst.

 

Regarding seminary, in my main post I wrote that, looking back, I wish we had talked about the tension between natural wisdom and spiritual wisdom, the wisdom of man and his ways and the Wisdom of God. I’ve written before that early on in my pastoral ministry that I realized that I had been so well trained in preaching that I didn’t need the Holy Spirit – this frightened me. This is the kind of thing that I wish we’d discussed.

 

I could have raised the question in class, but I didn’t. So in one respect this one is certainly on me, I could have brought the dilemma up for discussion. I don’t think I had one professor who would have taken offense at my concern, I think they all would have invited discussion. On the other hand, I do think that this is such a core issue that it needs to be part of a seminary curriculum – the scribes and Pharisees knew the Scriptures, but they couldn’t see Christ (John 5:39). We are foolish boys and girls if we think this is not a danger to us…to all of us.

 

I’m still not certain just what seminary is supposed to be. Is it to be an academic experience or a spiritual experience in Christ? Are the faculty and administration to focus on loving Christ or loving knowledge? Either way, do we recognize that “knowledge puffs up but love edifies”? I have seen instances in seminary where it appeared that Christ Jesus came first, and then I’ve seen times when academia and the institution came first. When we try to measure up to the world’s academic standards there are inherent challenges, I’m not sure we help ourselves by ignoring them. Again, I don’t have answers to the tension other than perhaps if we acknowledge it, talk about it, pray about it, admit it…then maybe in Christ we’d be better off.

 

Vickie and I loved our time at seminary, so don’t misunderstand me. Yes, I’ve had to unlearn some things and some habits that were meant to be helpful, but isn’t this the same wherever and however we travel through life? You can only cover so much in three years of study, and all seminaries have their limitations – some more than others, some not as obviously as others.

 

Every generation has its challenges, including ours.