Friday, May 31, 2024

Movies Anyone?

 Good morning,

My friend Stan Bohall has encouraged me over the years to see Christ in literature, movies, and the arts. I am thankful to Stan for opening new vistas to me over the course of our friendship. We first met when we roomed together during a writers' workshop in New England and I am so thankful for that Divine appointment. 

A few days ago I began sharing some thoughts with Stan on movies I've loved. I suppose I'm doing so simply because of the joy of it, the joy of looking back, the joy of being thankful, the joy of adventure.

I often avoid the use of the word "narrative" because it has become promiscuous - in every sense of that word.  But I'll say this, I love living in the story of Hebrews 11, I love living in the story of Matthew, Mark, Luke, John, and Acts. Our life in Christ ought to be a continuing narrative of the Incarnation - and we ought to be looking for that narrative throughout life, around every corner, in every interaction.

We don't need to buy into the cacophony around us, we have a higher symphony to enjoy, to live, to dance to - a far greater Stage to live upon...in Christ. 

There are two scripts before us; the script of the world and the Script of Jesus Christ - which troupe are we in? 

Much love!

Bob

Hi Stan,

 

I’ve been thinking about two movies today and I thought I’d write about them; one is Gunga Din, and the other is Mr. Roberts – I have loved them both since I was a child. Being rather simple minded, it isn’t until I’ve gotten older that I’ve given thought to just why I love them.

While the adventure of Gunga Din appeals to me, it is the friendship of Cutter, Ballantine, and MacChesney that I love and their willingness to sacrifice for one another. Then there is Gunga Din himself – the self-sacrificing hero of the tale, overlooked, disparaged, unappreciated – who not only saves the three friends, but who saves the entire regiment. Cutter’s foolish lust for riches endangers not only Ballantine, “Mac” and Din, but the entire regiment.

Yet, when confronted, along with Din, with the might of the Thuggee, Cutter creates a distraction – facing death, to allow Din to escape and get help and warn others. So the selfish Cutter turns into the sacrificial Cutter.  

Din’s climb up the temple tower with his bugle, his sounding the alarm, his death – giving his life so that others may live, is a beau ideal for me – I think embedded in the distant past if we will but listen for it.

Perhaps if there is redemptive hope for Cutter, in Christ there is redemptive hope for me. And then there is the question, “Will I sound the bugle to save others, no matter the cost?” Will I speak the truth? Will I obey our Lord Jesus? Will I prefer others above myself? Will I serve others even if I am unappreciated? Mocked? Disparaged? Do I seek recognition, or do I seek to serve?

I’ll follow up on Mr. Roberts.

Love,

 

Bob

 

Mr. Roberts –

O how I have loved this movie from childhood. Mr. Roberts has been one of my favorite characters in movies and literature, and in some ways a role model (it looks unusual to write that, after all, I am a child of the Kingdom. But our Father speaks to us in many ways.)

I admire Roberts’s care and concern for the crew, acting as a buffer between it and Captain Morton. His use of humor to alleviate hardship and tension and to protest injustice appeals to me, as does his long-suffering attitude toward Ensign Pulver. Will Pulver ever have the courage to be a man, to fulfill his role as an officer, to lead and protect the crew?

Perhaps The Order of the Palm is the most sublime award in history (fictional though it may be), at least in a manner of speaking.

I have always wanted to stand against oppression, whether I have actually done so, only our Father knows. The two venues in which I have had the most opportunity to do so are the workplace and the church. I have put my job on the line for my people more than once in the workplace, and I lost the best job I ever had for defending a subordinate – in that instance I went to work for about an entire year never knowing which day would be my last…not a pleasant experience…but our Father was with me, as were brothers in Christ.

But back to more happy memories, pretty much whatever “ship” I’ve served on I’ve tried to use humor as a way to relieve tension, build morale, and at times to protest against injustice and unthinking corporate policies. If someone worked for me, especially as a direct report, they could expect to be mentored, trained and educated and prepared for the next career step, eat well (for I loved feeding my people at lunches and at training), and to laugh.

At my position prior to retirement, when my managers and I met in our corporate meeting room you would hear laughter throughout our offices – we got our work done, but O did we have a great time doing it. Also, Vickie and I would often host brunch meetings in our home, I suppose there might be twelve managers, and we worked hard and laughed hard – it was just the nature of our collective identity.

I want to go back to eating for a moment, for it strikes me that there is something there to explore.

I loved giving my folks new dining experiences, taking them to places that they had not been exposed to – cuisine and menus they would not likely have tried. I loved watching them explore an unfamiliar menu and talk to each other about it and ask the server questions. I loved seeing them try new things. I loved opening up new worlds to them.

When Vickie prepared brunches in our home for them, she did the same thing – she has always been quite the hostess and chef. Her decorations were always amazing, the way our tables were set, and the menus were amazing – again exposing my dear folks to new experiences…and they loved coming to our home; as much as they appreciated the nice dining I exposed them to in restaurants, coming to our home was what they always talked about, what they told others about.

Isn’t this our call in Jesus? To bring our brothers and sisters along in Him? To open new delights in Jesus to others? To portray Jesus in greater and greater glory? I think this is our Divine DNA, O if we would only embrace it and flee the letter of the Law (I’m pondering 2 Cor. 3 right now…and Galatians).

Is there any greater joy than to see others experience joy?

(I must recognize that I have had mentors in my own life that have done the same things for me.)

Yet, just as at work there were folks who rejected joy, and folks who benefited from our collective joy but who refused to pass that joy onto their own subordinates (this didn’t happen often, but it did happen, it always happens), so in the Kingdom and the world there are folks who refuse to accept the joy and freedom of Christ, and then folks whose life’s mission seems to be that no one else experiences the infinite possibilities of freedom and joy in Jesus.

I once had a captain in my fleet (back to imagery from Mr. Roberts) who had been with the company for many years and had a large staff. I always knew he did not treat his people the best, but I never knew how oppressive the atmosphere was (shame on me!) until he left. Then, because it was so hard to recruit his replacement due to the complexities of the position, when I filled his role on an interim basis and gave his folks freedom to be creative and express themselves, I was amazed and gratified at how they blossomed.

I was also saddened when I learned that he had caricatured me to his staff in order to gain leverage over them, quashing their creative ideas again and again by saying, “Bob would not like that,” when that was not the truth, and when it was not the way I treated him. But you see, I think religion and churches and pastors and ecclesiastical hierarchies and presbyteries can be like this, “Don’t think that, don’t do that, Jesus won’t like that.” The Galatian heresy is alive and well – we live as children of the earthly Jerusalem, not the heavenly Jerusalem (Galatians 4).

What a shame when we think Puzzle or Tash are Aslan, how has the Great Ape deceived us! How many Tashlans have we created?

Well, I think I’ll write more on this later…lots of memories, lots to be thankful for.

 

Love,

 

Bob

Saturday, May 18, 2024

Only Jesus - Part 6

 

Continued from previous post…conclusion...

 

            What was the message the Father wanted the three disciples to take down from the mountain? Was it, “Jesus has held a consultation with Moses and Elijah prior to embarking on an important trip to Jerusalem. In the future we should all consult the Law of Moses and the life of Elijah before embarking on any important trips or making any significant decisions”?

            Was it, “Jesus was facing some major decisions in His life and He thought it best to consult with Moses and Elijah before deciding what to do. Therefore, in the future we should always look to Moses and Elijah in order to determine what we should do”?

            What was it the Father wanted the three disciples to take with them down the mountain? It was, “This, this, this is My beloved Son, hear Him!”

            Hear Him above the cacophony of the religious world.

            Hear Him above the confusion of the world of psychobabble.

            Hear Him above the revelation of the month club.

We ought not to let revelation and illumination distract us from Jesus – for true revelation and illumination points to Jesus.

            We ought not to let revelation and illumination become places of dwelling or worship – our place is in Christ and in Christ alone.

            There are people in the valley of life that need us – and we can only really touch them when we touch them with Jesus…distinctly with Jesus.

There is a book titled “Jesus Among Other Gods,” but perhaps we need a book titled, “Jesus Among Other Good Things,” or “Jesus Among Other Christian Teachers,” or “Jesus Among Other Christian Revelations.”

When listening to teaching do we ask the question – where is Jesus Christ?

            When making personal and family decisions do we ask the question – where is Jesus Christ?

            When engaging in the marketplace or school do we ask the question – where is Jesus Christ?

            Is Jesus more relevant than the bottom-line in business?

            Is He more relevant than popularity and acceptance?

Are we listening to and looking for Jesus or is He only One among many options in our lives?

            After the resurrection the cry was, “We have seen the Lord.” It wasn’t, “God has reversed the corruption of the body by supernatural means and we may all look forward to the time when our physical bodies rise from the dead and we live forever.” The cry was, “We have seen the Lord!”

If, after our fellowship and worship today…I were to invite you to take a walk with me up the mountain of my own personal life…as we neared the top of the mountain – my own personal mountain, the high places of my life - what would you find? How many tabernacles would there be? Would there be one for Jesus, and one for my favorite mode of worship music and one for the type of prophetic teaching I like best, and one for a specific type of church government, and one for a certain way I like to do small groups, and one for a special Bible translation, and one for this favorite teacher and that favorite teacher and this author and that author and this radio program and that television program and one for a particular political agenda and one for…and one for…and one for…

            Why I seem to have run out of room on my mountain…unless of course I only have room for Jesus, for Jesus only to capture my heart, to captivate my life.

            Or if, after our time of worship and fellowship together you were to invite me to walk with you up your own personal mountain…as we neared the top…what would we see?

            But the story of Peter doesn’t end with going from a Wow! to an Ouch!...although he would experience the Wow to Ouch syndrome at least two more times…

            Let’s not forget that fifty days after his denial of Jesus with adamant oaths – this very same fisherman had a Wow! experience in which he preached to a Jerusalem crowd on the day of Pentecost…let’s not forget that this fisherman stood before the ruling Jewish Council for his steadfast confession of Jesus Christ…and that this council took note that this fisherman had been with (not Moses and Elijah) but had been with Jesus…

            Let’s not forget that Peter broke ethnic and cultural barriers by bringing the Gospel to Gentiles when he stepped foot into the house of Cornelius the centurion.

            And let’s not forget some of the final words this man wrote in 2 Peter 1:16 – 18, as he was preparing for death…looking back over his watershed experience on the Mount of Transfiguration:

            “For we did not follow cleverly devised tales when we made known to you the power and coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, but we were eyewitnesses of His majesty.  For when He received honor and glory from God the Father, such a declaration as this was made to Him by the Majestic Glory: “This is My beloved Son with whom I am well pleased”— and we ourselves heard this declaration made from heaven when we were with Him on the holy mountain.”

            Note that he doesn’t mention Moses…he doesn’t brag about Elijah…his focus is on One and on One alone…on Jesus…Jesus…Jesus…

            Peter learned that to remove the Cross from Jesus, and from our own lives, is to deny Jesus…and he also learned that to place anyone on anything alongside Jesus Christ, even Moses and Elijah, is to deny Jesus – for make no mistake, Jesus is God.

            The Scriptures tell us that after falling on the ground on the Mount of Transfiguration, that Peter, James, and John were touched by Jesus, and that Jesus said to them, “Get up, and do not be afraid.” And that lifting up their eyes, they saw only Jesus.

            Will you commit yourself to loving and following Jesus, and Jesus alone?

            Will our hearts belong to…only Jesus?

                       

Friday, May 17, 2024

Only Jesus - Part 5

 

Continued from previous post…

 

            Let’s go back to our fisherman Peter on the watershed mountain and see where the water flows.

            “Ah, we’re almost to the top,” Peter thinks.

            Once there a change comes over Jesus, His face shining like the sun, His clothes as white as light. And look – there are Moses and Elijah with Jesus, talking to Him about what will transpire in Jerusalem.

            “Oh wow, this is great,” Peter thinks, “this is great, great, great. I’m back to a wow experience…Jesus is giving me a wow experience. This is great…now what to do?”

            “Lord,” Peter says to Jesus, “if it’s okay with you let’s build three tabernacles here, three places of communion, three monuments, three places of meeting, one for You, one for Moses and one for Elijah.”

            And while Peter continues talking, a bright cloud envelopes them and a voice from the cloud says, “This is My beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased. Hear Him.”

            The disciples fall on their faces in fear….

            I wonder how long they lay there…faces to the ground…in fear of the awesome holiness of God?

            There is a tension in the Christian life that many people misunderstand. On the one hand God calls us into intimacy with Himself, He invites us into the very fellowship of the Trinity…and we’ll explore more of this on a future Sunday. As we come into this fellowship God’s perfect love casts out all fear – and that is the way we are to live in regard to fear…as most people commonly understand the term…but then…not only is God intimate…God is also transcendent…that means that God transcends everything there is and everything we know…and that while we are invited into the fellowship of the Trinity and into deep intimacy with God…and while God’s very life dwells within us…while all these things are true…that God is also other than us…He remains God and we remain His creation…He remains our Father and we remain His children…Jesus remains our Lord as we remain His servants…Jesus remains the One and Only Savior and we remain those whom He has saved…

            And to be in the Presence of this Holy God…is to know a holy and reverent fear…and it is good that our faces be on the ground.

            I wonder how long Jesus waited before He came and touched them? Did He allow the words of His Father to sink into the impetuous Peter and into James and John?

            What would our response have been were we in Jesus’ place?

            “Oh Peter, that’s okay, I know you didn’t mean to say what you did.”

            “Come on and get up guys…it’s alright…nothing to worry about. Let’s have a big hug.”

            “It’s okay…God didn’t really mean what He said…please don’t be upset.”

            I wonder what my response would have been? What would your response have been?

            From a wow to an ouch in under ten seconds. One moment Peter is basking in the glory of God and is privy to a holy conversation between Jesus, Moses and Elijah…the next moment God the Father rebukes him…from a wow to an ouch…Peter has done it again.

Jesus comes and touches them, saying, “Get up and don’t be afraid.”

            And…as they open their eyes…they see Jesus only.

            What if Peter had had his way? What if Peter had built three tabernacles, three places of communion…one for (of course) Jesus, one for Moses and one for Elijah?

 

To be continued…

Thursday, May 16, 2024

Only Jesus - Part 4

 

Continued from previous post…

 

            A few weeks ago I was driving on I-95 through Fredericksburg and I tuned my radio to WXYZ.7 FM. I heard this “Christian” station billing itself as a “your positive radio station where you can hear positive music and your favorite personalities.” I think the word “positive” was used about once every 15 seconds. After listening to this for a minute or two I changed the station.

            Let’s go back to the Matthew 16 for a moment…Jesus talking about the Cross and Peter trying to protect Jesus. Peter did not like the idea of Jesus being rejected, tortured and crucified. In fact, Peter thought Jesus needed protection from Himself – Peter wanted to remove the Cross from Jesus.

            In Matthew 16 we see that as soon as Jesus corrected Peter that Jesus taught about the Cross, about us taking up our cross and denying ourselves and not seeking to save our own lives but rather that we are called to lose our lives for Jesus and the Gospel.

            If Jesus said to Peter, “Get behind me Satan,” what would He say today to those in His Kingdom who strive to make the Gospel some sort of touchy feely warm and fuzzy way of life that demands nothing and provides cotton candy in return? We think we have a duty to protect Jesus when of course we really want to protect ourselves. The writer of Hebrews exhorts us to go outside the camp bearing His reproach. Paul writes about the offense of the Cross and yet so often we want to lessen its offense – we say it is out of consideration for others, but it is really in consideration of ourselves…and it is certainly not in consideration of Jesus – for He is the Christ of the Cross – and it is a Cross of sacrifice and self-denial and atonement – it is not a Cross wrapped in velvet sold by some roadside vendor along with big plush teddy bears and day-glow images of Elvis.

            So we should beware of seeking to remove the Cross from the Gospel, from our lives and from the Person of Jesus Christ. And the best antidote to that tendency is expressed by Paul in Philippians chapter 3 when he cries, “I want to know Him and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings.”

            In Galatians Paul says, “God forbid that I should glory in anything but the Cross of Christ.”

            I’m afraid that radio station WXYZ.7 in its attempt to generate advertising revenue and broaden its listening audience has removed itself from the only frequency that really matters, the frequency of the Cross.

            But there is yet another statement of Peter’s that may be even more insidious than this business of removing the Cross from Christ and Christ from the Cross.

 

To be continued…

Wednesday, May 15, 2024

Only Jesus - Part 3

 

Continued from previous post…

 

            So while Peter is walking up the watershed mountain, as he is walking with Jesus and James and John up the mountain, inside his mind and heart and stomach, inside his gut – things are churning – for the fisherman has gone from the highest high to the deepest low.

            Have you ever gone from a “wow!” to an “ouch!”? Have you ever had a time of great morning devotions and you are praising God and feeling as if things just couldn’t get any better – when you can’t find your car keys and you are convinced your spouse has moved them?

            Or perhaps you’re in your car driving to work, listening to some of your favorite music…playing the drums on your steering wheel…singing along with the tunes…praising God…having your own praise and worship gathering with the heavenly host in your car…and then…as you are merging into traffic on I-81…someone decides not to let you into the flow of traffic…in fact…someone decides to be downright rude to you on the road…have you ever gone from a “wow!” to an “ouch! in the way you’ve responded to the ungracious person”?

            “Well,” Peter thinks as he climbs the mountain with Jesus, “this has got to get better. After all, wherever we’re going on this mountain, other than James and John, I’m the only one Jesus asked to go with Him. So even though I’ve gone from a wow to an ouch, things must be okay or Jesus wouldn’t have asked me to come along. I’m not too sure about these heights…I much prefer sea level, but I can live with this.”

            We know that Peter talked a lot, he seemed to always have something to say and he was usually not afraid to say it. And…as we have seen…Peter could go from a wow to an ouch in under ten seconds. When you think about Peter and things he said that you would not want to say, what do you put at the top of your list? If you were to take a poll of folks who know about Peter and ask them that question, what is their most likely answer to be?

            Yes, I think you’re probably right, I think most of us would think about Peter’s denial of Jesus in Jerusalem when Jesus was before the kangaroo court of the high priest.

            Just hours before Peter’s denial of Jesus what did Peter say to Jesus in the presence of the other apostles? He said, “Lord I will lay down my life for you. Even if everyone else leaves You and denies You I will never ever do so.” Wow Peter…that’s quite the thing to say…wow Peter, that’s quite the declaration…wow Peter…wow Peter.

And yet, when the time came for the rubber to meet the road…how many times did Peter deny Jesus? Yes, three times…and to make himself sound convincing he used oaths, he was adamant in his denial. Ouch Peter…how could you do that? Ouch Peter…it’s bad enough as it is…but after that declaration that you’d never desert Jesus this is really an Ouch…not just a simple basic ouch but one of the mother of all ouches!

            Now suppose I were to ask another question, once again about Peter. When you think about Peter and the things he said which you would not want to say – where do we find the most dangerous and insidious words – the words that we should be constantly aware of less they come out of our hearts and mouths…less we say them? Where are the dangers that come in under the radar screen, the attitudes that are difficult to detect, that may even feel good…and which are…therefore…all the more dangerous?

 

To be continued…

Tuesday, May 14, 2024

Only Jesus - Part 2

 

 Continued from previous post...

            “Oh master,” the disciples respond, “some people think you’re John the Baptist, others think you’re Elijah and still others are saying that you’re Jeremiah. Then there are others who are simply convinced that you are one of the ancient prophets raised from the dead…though they aren’t quite sure which one you are.”

            A pause ensues. Jesus looks at His followers.

            “But,” He begins, “who do you say that I am?”

            And Peter the fisherman replies, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.”

             “Blessed are you Simon the son of Jonah, for flesh and blood has not revealed this to you but my Father who is in heaven.”

            Wow! What a high for Peter! God the Father has revealed God the Son to the fisherman. Peter sees that Jesus is the Messiah, the Christ, the Anointed One, the Son of the living God. Life is good. This journey with Jesus is good. Wherever we are going with Jesus has got to be great. What a trip!

            Have you ever had THE answer in a classroom or on the job? The teacher or the boss presents a problem, asks a question, and you know the answer…you’ve got it…and out it comes…not from Sam or Susie but from you…you’ve got the answer, you’ve got the solution…and every ear in the room hears your voice giving the answer, solving the problem…and the teacher or the boss looks at you with approval and affirmation…Wow! what a feeling…wow! this is great…wow! I could live in this moment for a long time.

            But then again, have you ever gone from a Wow! to an Ouch!

            After a few more minutes’ walk Jesus has some more to say. He talks about Jerusalem…but not about sitting on a throne, not about receiving the recognition and accolades of the country’s leaders and populace, not about ruling and reigning in a reconstitution of David’s kingdom…no…He isn’t talking about a ticker-tape parade…

            Jesus is talking about rejection, torture and death…and even though He also talks about resurrection…no one seems to hear that part…all they hear is rejection, torture and death…and Peter…not being able to bear the possibility any longer…for after all, he has just proclaimed Jesus as the Messiah…takes Jesus aside and rebukes Him:

            “Far be it from You, Lord; this shall not happen to You!”

            Then the same eyes of Jesus which had looked upon Peter as Peter had confessed, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God,” now gaze upon Peter and Jesus says:

            “Get behind Me, Satan! You are an offense to Me, for you are not mindful of the things of God but the things of men.”

            Ouch! We’ve gone from a “wow!” to an “ouch!” We’ve gone from a partnership with the Father to being used by the enemy. We’ve gone from Jesus saying, “Blessed are you,” to Jesus saying, “Get behind me, get out of my way, Satan”

            I’d say that’s going from a “wow!” to an “ouch!”

            Have you ever had an experience like that?

 

To be continued…

 

Monday, May 13, 2024

Only Jesus - Part 1

 Good morning, 

This week I want to share a message I preached in 2006. It has two wings to it, just as an airplane. Can you see them?

The lesson, or "takeaway" and call to obedience, from the Mount of Transfiguration is something I first encountered as a teenager, it was planted deep into my soul. Frankly, even though I could mouth the point of the message, it took years for it to bear fruit in my life - something that brings me deep sorrow. 

Yet, I rejoice that our Father is faithful - and I hope you will never forget that - what our Lord Jesus has begun in me, in you, in us, He will indeed complete.

May we now, and always, have eyes only for Jesus.

Much love,

Bob

Only Jesus - 

Have you ever gone from a Wow! to an Ouch!? Have you ever gone from a Wow! to an Ouch! in less than ten seconds?

            About four months ago George Allen was living in a Wow! [This was preached in 2006]. He was so far ahead of Jim Webb in the VA senatorial race that national Republicans and Democrats weren’t paying all that much attention to VA. But then, in the midst of George Allen’s Wow! he went to an Ouch! in just a few seconds, a few seconds was all that it took for him to say something stupid concerning a heckler, a few seconds was all that it took for him to utter words that could be construed as having racial overtones. A few seconds is all it took to destabilize VA’s senatorial race – and all of sudden because of George Allen’s Ouch! the Old Dominion’s senatorial race was making national headlines.

            Have you ever gone from a Wow! to an Ouch!?

            Sometimes we call it putting our foot in our mouth, open mouth inset foot. As soon as the words are out we usually realize we’ve messed up – but then it’s too late – for we are the master of our words before we speak them, but once spoken they become our master. Of course, it’s never too late for an apology, and never too late for repentance, and never too late to learn from the experience – but having said all that, my question remains, have you, yourself…ever gone from being on top of a situation, or from experiencing a wonderful relationship…when all of a sudden, whether from your actions or your words or from a combination of both…in zero to ten seconds you go from a Wow! to an Ouch!?

           

             Let’s turn in our Bibles to Matthew chapter 17:1 – 8.

            This event, which we call The Mount of Transfiguration, is a watershed event in the Gospels. When Vickie and I were on our recent vacation out West we passed signs indicating we were at the Continental Divide. That meant that rain that fell west of the divide would make its way down to the Pacific Ocean and that rain that fell east of the Divide would make its way down to the Atlantic Ocean. The Continental Divide is a watershed, it sheds water in two different directions.

            The Mount of Transfiguration is a watershed; on one side of the watershed is the birth of Jesus, the childhood and young adulthood of Jesus, and most of the public ministry of Jesus. On the other side of the watershed everything flows to the death and resurrection of Jesus.

            Matthew, Mark and Luke all record this watershed event, and Luke writes these words shortly after the experience, “Now it came to pass, when the time had come for Him to be received up, that He steadfastly set His face to go to Jerusalem,” Luke 9:51. Luke also tells us what Jesus, Moses and Elijah talked about, they discussed Jerusalem, they discussed the departure that Jesus was about to accomplish in Jerusalem.

            Furthermore, Matthew, Mark and Luke all tell us that just prior to ascending the Mount of Transfiguration that Jesus talked to His disciples about His rejection, death and resurrection in Jerusalem. The Mount of Transfiguration was a watershed event – for on the other side of this mountain lay Jerusalem and the crucifixion and resurrection of Jesus Christ.

            This mountain was also a watershed for a fisherman named Peter, a man accustomed to earning his living at sea level.

            How do you feel about heights? Are you okay with being up in the air or do you get a bit squeamish? I’m a bit better than I used to be but I have to admit that I’m still not very comfortable being close to the edge of a cliff or to the edge of the roof of a high building. When I was in property management, I had a building engineer named Charlie at a high rise building in Baltimore. Charlie could walk around the outside ledge of his building on the penthouse level and I suppose his heart rate didn’t go up at all – but there was no way I was going to climb over the parapet wall and go out there with him. It made my stomach queasy just to watch him. But again, heights may be no problem at all for you.

            We don’t know how Peter felt about heights but we do know that he was accustomed to working, to earning his living, literally at sea level, for after all he was a fisherman and that this mountain is characterized as being a “high” mountain.

            We do know that Peter’s trip to the mountain had been a bit rocky – we know that it had been a trip of highs and lows, in fact, we might say that Peter had the highest high he could have imagined only then to have the lowest low…for on Peter’s way to the mountain…as he was walking with Jesus and the other disciples…Jesus began a conversation that went like this:

            “What are people saying about me these days? Who do they think I am?”

To be continued…..

Saturday, May 11, 2024

The Loss Of A Pet

We lost our Lily on May 3, it was five years less a day since we lost our Lina, that was on May 4.  The following day a friend called to tell me that they would have to put their puppy to sleep on May 6. A few days later, after a conversation with my friend, I felt I needed to write him.

What a mysterious gift God has given us in our pets. Mysterious and undeserved. 


Good morning dear friend,

I know I need to write you this morning, not to assuage your pain at the loss of Buddy, but to simply walk with you in some measure; not to give you answers, but to listen with you for that Voice of assurance. (Maybe even for that bark that communicates “all is well”.)

Little did I know when I answered the phone last Saturday that I was to hear that you too, with Steph, were about to lose your beloved puppy (they are always puppies to me).

Lily’s mind and her eyes were bright last Friday, but her little body was sick, it was too much for her. An old man and an old woman and an old dog went into the animal hospital, but only the old man and old woman got back into the car. I had expected to bring her home after her examination, I did not anticipate driving home through a veil of tears.

While I have been reliving those final minutes and moments, they are too much to write about at present, but I do want to tell you that she gave me lots of kisses – which was especially special, for while she always gave Vickie kisses, she seldom kissed me.

The other thing I know I want to say is that we needed to be there for her and with her as she left us. Lily trusted us with her life and she trusted us with her death – and is this not sacred?

As we were saying goodbye to Lily, I said to Dr. Kevin, “I’m glad you are the one.” He replied, “I’m glad too.” For you see, Kevin cared about Lily, she mattered to him, he is a gentle soul. I would not have wanted a stranger to do what Kevin was doing.

This was the same with my Dad’s funeral. I led his funeral because I did not want a stranger to do it, and I certainly didn’t want someone who didn’t know Jesus to do it. (While we have never talked about it, certainly it was sacred for you and Steph to have your sister June with you during her final season of life – this is the way it once was, we were with one another until our parting, we did not isolate one another nor warehouse one another.)

So my dear friend, what I am saying is that you did not betray your dear Buddy anymore than our heavenly Father betrays us when we lay this body down – or even when it is taken from us through violence. Yes, death is a hideous reality laden with grief – and who can plumb the depths of grief? But death is also abolished, it has been destroyed in and through Jesus Christ – and therefore it is a short-term reality, an intrusion into our pilgrimage (as painful as it is).

I run to 2 Timothy 1:10, “…[He] abolished death and brought life and immortality to light through the Gospel.”

I shelter in Hebrews 2:15 - 16, “…and might free those who through fear of death were subject to slavery all their lives, for assuredly He does not give help to angels, but He gives help to the seed of Abraham.”

And I shout through my grief, “O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting?” (1 Corinthians 15:55).

I’ve been singing “Because He Lives” and including words about puppies in it, I’ve been including Lily…just as you can include Buddy.

We know that just as Creation has suffered in our slavery and sin, that it will also participate in our redemption and restoration:

“For the anxious longing of the creation waits eagerly for the revealing of the sons of God. For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of Him who subjected it in hope, that the creation itself also will be set free from its slavery to corruption into the freedom of the glory of the children of God. For we know that the whole creation groans and suffers the pains of childbirth together until now.” (Romans 8:19 – 22).

If I take Paul’s words at face value, then Creation knows more than we think it does, and it knows more about us than we know about ourselves – for it is eagerly awaiting our revealing in Christ, while we still tend to think of ourselves as either paupers or we act as arrogant fools.

One of the things about dogs is that they are innocent and we are not, and that makes it pretty hard at times to live with them and terrible when we lose them. I say that it is hard at times to live with them because their self-giving and innocence reveals my selfishness and sin – Ha! They do a better job at convicting me of sin than any preacher ever did.

I love the final pages of The Last Battle by C. S. Lewis, for it shows us reunited with those we love, including souls in Creation.

One week ago today, at about 2:00 P.M., we lost our Lily…O how my heart beats with the expectation that we will see one another again. I fully expect to be greeted by our puppies and that we will all frolic in the New Jerusalem…others may call me a fool…but let it be said that I am a fool who places all of his hope in Christ…all of it.

 

Your friend… in grief as in joy…

 

Bob