Calling
“He went out the next day, and behold, two Hebrews were fighting with each other; and he said to the offender, ‘Why are you striking your companion?’
“But he said, ‘Who made you a prince or a judge over us? Are you intending to kill me as you killed the Egyptian?’ Then Moses was afraid and said, ‘Surely the matter has become known.’” (Exodus 2:13 – 14).
On the first day, Moses saw an Egyptian beating a Hebrew and killed the Egyptian and hid him in the sand. On the second day Moses saw a Hebrew beating a Hebrew, and when he intervened was not only rebuked, but learned that his deed of the previous day was known.
When Pharaoh learned of Moses killing the Egyptian, Pharaoh in turn tried to kill Moses and Moses fled Egypt for the land of Midian. As a friend of mine says, “This is a fine kettle of fish.”
What was Moses thinking?
We don’t have to guess at the answer to this question, for Stephen gives us insight in Moses’s thinking in Acts 7:20 – 29. Here we see that Moses was educated in all the learning of the Egyptians, that he was “a man of power in words and deeds.” We learn that when Moses was about 40 years old that he decided to visit his brethren, the sons of Israel. Then we learn what was in his mind when he defended the Hebrew and killed the Egyptian, “He supposed that his brethren understood that God was granting them deliverance through him, but they did not understand” (Acts 7:25).
God had spoken to Moses, someway, somehow Moses had a sense of calling implanted in him by God. Sometimes, perhaps most of the time, when God gives us a sense of destiny and calling, we don’t know what to do with it, but since we feel and think we need to do something, we do the wrong thing. We think that doing something is better than doing nothing, and because our actions are often based on the assumption that others will somehow automatically realize our calling, what we do is often wrong.
Joseph had a similar experience when he shared his dreams with his father and brothers. Apparently he had no inkling that they would be offended by his hubris, a hubris which would lead to being sold into Egypt, but which would also be used by God for His glory and the blessing of his father and brothers. Moses and Joseph both had to experience the work of the Potter before being placed in Divine service.
In modern times this reminds me of Winston Churchill, writing to his friend Murland Evans:
“Great upheavals, terrible struggles, wars such as one cannot imagine; and I tell you London will be in danger – London will be attacked and I shall be very prominent in the defense of London…I tell you I shall be in command of the defenses of London and I shall save London and England from disaster.”
Churchill wrote this in 1891, when he was sixteen years old. As with Joseph and as with Moses, Churchill would experience what has come to be called his Wilderness Years, when he was even banned from the BBC. The King and Government only turned to Churchill when there was no one else to turn to, they did not do it willingly. Jacob and Joseph’s brothers did not come to Egypt (in terms of the process) willingly, Israel did not follow Moses out of Egypt and through the Wilderness willingly. We do not seem to be a willing People, by and large.
Paul wrote, “For if I preach the Gospel, I have nothing to boast of, for I am under compulsion; for woe is me if I do not preach the Gospel” (1 Corinthians 9:16).
“The Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give His life a ransom for many” (Matthew 20:28).
Joseph’s brothers did not recognize him, Moses’s brothers did not recognize him, Paul’s Jewish brethren rejected him, and Jesus came unto His own, and His own rejected Him. Is it possible we still don’t recognize Him?
Our Father and Lord Jesus have a purpose for our lives, we are not accidents looking for a place to happen. This purpose has many facets, all centered in our Lord Jesus, for we are to be conformed to His image (Romans 8:29). God’s purposes are unfolding, and as a friend of mine likes to say, “What we call the process, God calls the goal.”
Joseph, Moses, Paul, they did not have callings as much as they were the captives of callings. As another friend says, “You never own a farm, the farm owns you.” This is why Paul wrote, “Woe is me if I don’t preach the Gospel.”
Moses would learn, as Paul did, that Christ’s strength is made perfect in weakness. Moses would learn that he could not fulfill God’s destiny by his own ability and power. Joseph’s dreams would be tested in prison, so that it would be a different Joseph exalted to Pharaoh's right hand, a Joseph who had experienced death and resurrection.
How is our Father working out His purpose and calling in my life today?
In your life?
In the life of our congregations?