Continuing from
the previous post, my fourth example of repentance, confession, and reconciliation,
concerns the Lord’s Table, the Lord’s Supper, Communion, the Eucharist;
particularly as it relates to its celebration as a pastor.
Now, because of some
fine teaching I received as a rather young Christian, I have long had some
measure of understanding that when we partake of the Bread and Wine that we are
not only partaking of the Head of the Body, our Lord Jesus Christ, but we are
also partaking of all of His Body – that is we are partaking of one another in
Him, for we are indeed the Body of Christ. (1 Cor. 10:16 – 17; 11:23 – 32;
12:12). In this light, “discerning the body rightly” (11:29) relates not only
to the Head, but to the Body as well, and we ought to be careful in that “if we
judged ourselves we would not be judged” (11:31).
Since this is a
Table and Feast of reconciliation, most especially The Reconciliation, The
Atonement, it is a place where conviction of sin finds relief in confession,
repentance, cleansing, forgiveness, and grace for obedience. It is a Place
where we can find not only reconciliation with God through Christ, but where,
through the Grand Reconciliation, we can find reconciliation with one another. In
fact, if we have reconciliation with God through Christ, we must, we really
must, seek reconciliation with one another.
And so while the
Eucharist most certainly has its vertical (Jesus Christ and me) dimension, it
just as certainly has its horizontal (you and me; “us”) element – for there is
no “Jesus and me” without “us,” for we are His Body.
To stand before
the People of God, in the Presence of God, and to serve the Bread and Wine, the
Body and Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ, is holy and fearful – it is sacred…
while it is celebratory, it is also fearful – for it is a place where eternity
and time intersect, where ages past and ages to come meet some 2,000 years and also
meet today, in that place, in that moment. To repeat the words of our Lord
Jesus, “This is My Body…this is My Blood…” this is holy and sacred.
BUT, what to do
as a pastor if, looking out over your congregation, you see someone, or a
group, to whom you have spoken a sharp word or have otherwise done wrong to?
Suppose you see your wife and know that before you left your home that morning
that you had been unkind to her? How can you serve at the Lord’s Table with
unclean hands? How can you speak words of reconciliation when you need
reconciliation with your brother or sister or wife?
There is only
one course of action, and that is to express your sorrow and ask forgiveness
before the People of God, demonstrating to the congregation how we should
approach the Communion Table. I have done this more than once, explaining that
before I can move forward with the Table that I need to confess and ask
forgiveness for something I’ve done within the congregation.
(To be clear, I
ought not to approach the Table, or the pulpit on any Sunday, without asking
the Holy Spirit to search me deeply, revealing sin and disobedience and asking
Him to lead me in confession and repentance and obedience.)
Frankly, as I
think about all of this, it is a bit frightening that so many congregations
and, I suppose, pastors, take the Table so lightly – not correctly judging,
understanding, and discerning the Lord’s Body. We treat the Table with less
thought than we do a fast food drive thru; we are more aware of a hamburger and
fries than we are of the Body and Blood of our Lord.
In Christ Jesus,
we are reconciled and should be always reconciling. We are reconciled to God
and should be always reconciling with one another in Christ.
Is this the Way
I am living?
What about you?