In the series
just concluded, on being with one another forever, I mentioned that I’d like to
spend some time in the preface that C. S. Lewis wrote to George MacDonald An
Anthology - 365 Readings. I hope you will come along with me in my
reflections on MacDonald and Lewis; we’ll see where these go.
I was a boy when
my mother read MacDonald’s The Princess and the Goblin to my brother
Bill and me. Hearing, seeing, and entering into that story was one of my first experiences
with the numinous. It was a foundational experience in that I experienced a
land, a realm, a reality that has remained with me all my life. However, it was
a foundation that was hidden for many years by the detritus of confusion, anger,
instability, and a host of other things – including things that we might not
readily think of, such as the wisdom of man as can be displayed in naturalistic
Christianity with its Enlightenment hermeneutics (including elements of
Evangelical Christianity), and in some forms of Chrisitan experience (including
elements of the Praise & Worship movement) that obscure the depth of the
numinous in Christ.
Without the Presence of Christ, we really have nothing – no matter how ecstatic our experience and no matter the depth and breadth of our intellectual endeavors. I am afraid we are more pagan that we’d like to admit.
We cannot conjure the Presence of God with music and lyrics, nor can
we impress Him with our finely – tuned doctrinal thinking; our Father has said,
once and for all, “This is My beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased. Hear Him!”
We still don’t seem to have grasped this.
My mother died a
few days before her 44th birthday. Thinking back, I would love to
ask her why she chose to read MacDonald to us. Did someone read MacDonald to
her? Did she encounter MacDonald on her own?
This leads me to
two things about Lewis, MacDonald, and me; we all lost our mothers when young. I
was older (17 years old) when I lost my Mom than Lewis (9 years old) and
MacDonald (8 years old) were when they lost their mothers (I have two younger
brothers, though Jim is now with Jesus), but my loss helps me to identify with
their losses.
The other thing
has to do with Lewis and his brother Warren, as children they created stories
of talking animals, in fact, they created a world of talking animals…and they
wrote about this world; it was a world they never forgot. Why? Well, I think it
was because they touched the numinous and the presence of that “land” continued
to work within their lives right up until they drew their last breaths. When
their lives were crashing around them at the death of their mother, they could
find some measure of refuge in Boxen.
My mother used
to create stories for my brother Bill and me of Susie and Molly Mousie (I don’t
think Jim had been born yet). Now here I am writing about this at 74 years old,
and while I can only recall one actual story of these mouse sisters, I can see
my mother’s facial expressions and her body language and hear her voice – I can
see into the land of Susie and Molly Mousie. Did someone tell her stories of
Susie and Molly when she was a girl?
I must share one
more childhood memory which has remained with me, and which my brother Bill
has, I think, preserved all these years. Mom purchased an unfinished chest of drawers
for us, which we painted a deep green. Being children of the 1950s and early
1960s, we were into outer space exploration. We had a map of the solar system
hanging on the wall of our bedroom.
One day we
decided that we needed a spaceship, it was one thing to look at the map on the
wall, it was one thing to look up into the heavens, but if we were going to
lead the way in space exploration we obviously needed our own spaceship. What to
do? Why of course the solution was to create a spaceship.
On the back of
our chest of drawers we drew the control panel for a spaceship – I can still
see those instruments and gauges. Being confident in our creative work, we bypassed
testing and immediately launched into outer space. It was remarkable that we
could travel as far as we wanted and never run out of fuel, and when we got
hungry we could immediately touch back down in our bedroom and find something
to eat in the kitchen. I don’t understand all the fuss about mega budgets for
space exploration when all NASA needs is a fleet of well – made chests of
drawers.
I think brother
Bill still has our spaceship, or perhaps he has passed it on to one of his children.
I understand that the Smithsonian Air and Space Museum asked him to donate it
to their collection, and I further understand that foreign governments have
attempted to purloin the technology, but Bill has steadfastly guarded our
secrets and preserved this family treasure.
Well, Chesterton
wrote to the effect that all he really needed to know he learned in the nursery
as a child – for there he touched the numinous, there he touched transcendent
reality that we do our best to eradicate from children and adults. I’ll close
this reflection with C. S. Lewis’s dedication of The Lion, The Witch, and The
Wardrobe to Lucy Barfield:
“My dear Lucy, I
wrote this story for you, but when I began it I had not realized that girls
grow quicker than books. As a result you are already too old for fairy tales,
and by the time it is printed and bound you will be older still. But some day
you will be old enough to start reading fairy tales again. You can then take it
down from some upper shelf, dust it, and tell me what you think of it. I shall
probably be too deaf to hear, and too old to understand, a word you say, but I
shall still be…your affectionate Godfather, C. S. Lewis.”
To be
continued…
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