“Our
gifts and talents should also be turned over to Him. They should be recognized
for what they are, God’s loan to us, and should never be considered in any
sense our own” (page 28).
The
first “gift assessment” I saw was around 1990. I’m sure they existed before
then, but the first one I saw was when a friend brought one to me that his
church was doing. This particular assessment required that the participants have
people who knew them fill out portions of the assessment based on their knowledge
of the participants. I dutifully and politely (unusual for me I suppose) filled
out the request form, but I did so with inner hesitation.
Since
then, I have seen many forms of gift assessment, and I have yet to see one with
which I am comfortable – not one. In fact, the more sophisticated they become,
the more I am not only uncomfortable, but the more I fear in terms of a descent
into Gnosticism and beyond (more on this below).
The most critical element which these gift assessments lack is the Cross of Christ.
As our chapter on possessing nothing emphasizes, all that we have must go to
and through the Cross, it must be offered up to God. Without having been to the
Cross, and remaining in the Cross, our gifts and talents are poison for
they are rooted in self-reliance and not in Jesus Christ. When Jesus says, “Apart
from Me you can do nothing,” He includes our talents and gifts. This means, in
part, that our greatest gifts are also our greatest weaknesses and dangers, for
if we rely on ourselves and our own abilities we will live according to the flesh,
the natural – and our fruit will be death, death to ourselves and death to
others.
Our
fruit may not look like death, it may look, “Good for food, be a delight to the
eyes, and desirable to make one wise” (Genesis 3:6), but it will most certainly
result in death.
Then
we have the assumption that God wants us to primarily use our “natural”
gifts and talents and to not venture into areas in which we are not naturally
gifted. This thinking is carnal and not spiritual; it rests on the natural and
not on the Holy Spirit – it requires no dependence on God. We ought not to make
such assumptions.
Moses
argued with God that he was not, “eloquent,” and that he was “slow of speech
and slow of tongue” (Ex. 4:10). Paul writes to the Corinthians, “I was with you
in weakness and in fear and in much trembling, and my message and my preaching
were not in persuasive words of wisdom…” (1 Cor. 2:3 – 4). Jeremiah protested
to God, “I do not know how to speak, because I am a youth” (Jer. 1:6).
God
calls people into areas of service for which they are not naturally gifted; let
us not be so foolish as to look at the outward, or to evaluate people and
church life the way the world does, Christ Jesus is the Head of the Body. The Word
of God may very well come to us through the most shy and soft-spoken man or
woman in our midst, but we will never know if our eyes are focused on the
natural and not on the Cross of Christ. We are too easily impressed.
It
is easy for us to forget that God’s strength is “made perfect in weakness” (2
Cor. 12:9). We tend to forget that it is the Holy Spirit who works in us, the
Body of Christ, as He wills, not as we will (1 Cor. 12:11). Our presumptions
are dangerous. Just because we can do things does not mean that we should do
things, things done in the “natural” are best left undone. If it is not of
Christ Jesus, if it is not through the Cross, then we had better leave the task
alone.
One
of our problems today is that we have built edifices ourselves rather than in
Christ, ignoring Psalm 127:1, “Unless the LORD builds the house, they labor in
vain who build it; unless the LORD guards the city, the watchman keeps awake in
vain.” What we have built ourselves we must maintain ourselves, what we have
artificially built, must be artificially maintained.
Then
we have groups and ministries that were born of the Spriit, but at some point veered
into the flesh or worse (Galatians 3:3; also see Revelation chapters 2 and 3). Naturally
we justify our actions and thinking, for we must grow, we must acquire more, we
must be bigger and better each year. We end up riding a tiger which will devour
us if we dismount.
Let’s
recall that Isaac was a child of promise. In the “natural,” Abraham and Sarah
could not produce Isaac, they were old, they were just too old. When Isaac was
given to them, he was not given to become an idol, he was not given so that Abraham
and Sarah should center their lives around him, he was not given to be taken
into the inner most shrine of the heart – the place where only God is to dwell.
So
with us, so with our churches, what God gives us is never ours to possess, it
is given to us in trust and we are to be good stewards of God’s gifts and resources
– we are to own nothing – how can we own anything if we are owned by Jesus
Christ? The words “my” and “mine” ought to never enter our minds, for all is to
be surrendered to the Cross, and all is to remain in the Cross.
Before
we conclude this reflection (in our next reflection we’ll ponder what Tozer
writes about how we can respond to Christ in obedience), I’ll comment on gift
assessments which include personality and temperament analysis (more and more
gift assessments now include this element).
Only
God truly knows us (Psalm 139) and only the Holy Spirit can reveal what we need
to know about ourselves (Psalm 19:11 – 14; Psalm 139:23 – 24; Hebrews 4:12 – 16;
Philippians 2:12 - 13). Preoccupation with self-analysis is never-ending and
leads downward and downward into Gnostic darkness. The great question of life
is not, “Who am I?” but rather, “Who is Jesus Christ?”
Our
lives are transformed into goodness, truth, and beauty as we behold Jesus
Christ, not as we ponder our emotional and psychological navels (1 John 3:1 –
3; 2 Cor. 3:17 – 18; Rom. 12:1 – 2). We are not capable of defining ourselves,
of truly understanding ourselves, only our Creator – Father truly knows us. (I
have written more extensively about this on Mind on Fire when exploring John
15:1ff.)
I
have seen people become trapped within psychological assessments, adopting them
as core identities and using them to pigeonhole others. I have witnessed people
obsessed with these assessments. Some of these assessments have their roots in
anti-Christian teaching, and one which is quite popular in some Christian
circles has been propagated by a heretical “Christian” teacher who is opposed
to the Christ of the Cross and the Cross of Christ.
In
Christ, we discover our gifts and callings as we live in relationship in the
Body of Christ, as we experience daily life with other disciples. Our gifts and
callings can change, for sure they ought to mature, we have various seasons of
life, and we must always abide in the Vine. The fruit of the Tree of the Knowledge
of Good and Evil, which humanistic assessments offer, leads to death.
Because
I can hear some readers protesting, I will add that I have used basic assessments
before, both in business and in the church, that make no pretense of exploring
the “inner person.” People in church tended to make more of them than intended,
often confusing them with their identity – I would not do this again. People in
business tended to see them as tool to help them understand how they make
decisions and communicate, nothing more.
We
are a supernatural people, living in communion with a supernatural God, let us
trust our Lord Jesus in these things as we live in relationship with one
another.
Let
us recall that all must be offered to Christ on the altar of the Cross, including
ourselves.
Have
your gifts and talents been crucified with Christ?
Galatians
2:20.