I couldn’t figure out what was
wrong with her. Our basset mix Lina went behind the sectional in the family room
and didn’t want to come back out into the room. Finally she peaked her head
around the corner and slowly ventured back out into the room, looking this way
and that.
After I went out into the
kitchen where Vickie was preparing breakfast I saw Lina tentatively make her
way down the hallway toward the kitchen, again looking this way and that. She
came a few steps into the kitchen and then turned around and went back into the
family room. I was particularly concerned with this strange behavior because it
appeared to be disorientation, the kind of disorientation I saw in Mitzi (another
of our puppies) years ago after a seizure.
Then it dawned on me that she
wasn’t disoriented but rather was afraid of something and wasn’t sure where she
could go. Vickie was making waffles and the waffle iron emits a beep when
waffles are done – much the same as our invisible fence transmits a beep to
Lina when she is nearing the perimeter of her yard. Lina was hearing beeps
where she shouldn’t hear beeps and it frightened her – she didn’t know where
she could safely go, all of a sudden her own home wasn’t safe. She knew that if
she persisted in the direction of beeps in her yard that she would receive a “correction”
and she didn’t want a “correction” in her house. No wonder behind the sectional
seemed like a safe place to hide – that was about as far from the kitchen as
she could get. Now we’ve learned to make waffles when Lina is outside.
Our puppies are blessed because
for all intents and purposes they don’t know fear; we are stern when we need to
be, and we can scold when we need to make a point in the moment; but our home
is a safe place for our puppies. How much more should the family of God be a
safe place for us all? We need to know the difference between the perimeter and
house of God – crossing the perimeter can be dangerous and painful – we have
the invisible fence to protect our dogs, not to harm them. But inside our home,
well…we want that to be their home too, a home without fear, a home without
disorientation, a safe place.
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