This was (and I hope always will be) my message for Easter this year. Can you hear Him speaking your name?
Easter, 2019 (April 21); John 20:1
– 16 - TEACHER
Robert L. Withers, Prince George,
VA
Her life
has been shattered – her hopes dashed – her joy turned to sorrow. The light of her life
has gone out – her
heart is broken. From darkness to light
she had come but now back to darkness.
From despair to hope she had been borne, but now she’s collapsed back to
despair.
All those years in prison she had
lived. Not a prison of walls and bars
but a prison of inner torment. Not
jailers of flesh and blood, but unmerciful captors who took their orders from
none other than the warden himself, Satan.
We don’t know the details of her
captivity, we don’t know the specifics of her torment and despair – but we do
know who rescued her from prison, we do know who opened the windows of her soul
to see – after so many years in the dungeon of darkness - the light of life.
For years the only voices she had
known were those of her seven captors.
From morning till night and then through the night their voices were the
ones that filled her ears, her heart, her mind.
Their voices drove her to do things that repelled her, things that she
loathed to do, things that caused the citizens of her village to reel in
revulsion.
The chains of her tormentors did not
bind her hands and feet; they bound her heart, they bound her mind. The food she was given to subsist on in her
confinement was not bread and water but self-accusation, hopelessness,
self-loathing and perpetual despair.
Oh but then that day – which began
as just another night, for all days were as night and all nights were as if the
sun, moon and stars had been blotted off the heavenly canvass – yes, but then
there was that day that began as just another night.
The crowds were gathering, gathering
to hear the One known as the new Teacher.
It was said that anyone could come and see and hear Him.
“Anyone? Could this be true?” she asked, “but I am not
allowed in the synagogue because I am an outcast. And no respectable scribe or Pharisee, no
accepted religious leader would allow me to be in his audience.”
“Oh but,” she was told, “this
Teacher is not a scribe, He is not a Pharisee, and He carries no certificate of
authenticity nor license to preach from the religious authorities. Truly all are welcomed by Him…come…come and
see…come and hear.”
And so even though confined within
the walls of her prison she makes her way with the crowd and approaches the
Teacher. Her seven captors raise their
voices, “No! No! Not this way, you’re
going the wrong way! You vile despicable
woman, who would want you! Who would
love you! You’ll stay in this prison all
your life, you have no hope of escape.
This will be your home forever!!! You have no hope, no hope, no hope!!!”
As these frenzied voices reach a
high-pitched crescendo in their attempt to drown out all other voices – she
hears one word – one word amidst the cacophony of confusion within her heart
and mind – one word that pierces the darkness, one word that brings her heart
to life, one word that fills her lungs with pure fresh clean air –
“Mary.”
And the vile stench of her prison
leaves her, her broken heart is healed, a life of despair is transformed into a
life of joy, a life starved for love, starved for care and starved for
acceptance finds itself enveloped in the love of God, the love of the Teacher –
Jesus of Nazareth.
We don’t know the horrific details
of Mary’s imprisonment – Luke the physician, in writing his Gospel, clinically
pens these words:
“Now it came to pass afterward, that
He [Jesus] went through every city and village, preaching and bringing the glad
tidings of the kingdom of God. And the
twelve were with Him, and certain women who had been healed of evil spirits and
infirmities – Mary called Magdalene, out of whom had come seven demons…” Luke
8:1-2.
In the weeks and months that
followed, the voice of Jesus conducted a symphony of joy within Mary’s
soul. It was as if thousands of flowers
sprang to life in full bloom in her mind and heart. The days were warm and sunny and even when
there were clouds and storms in the sky there was Spring in Mary’s life for she
was with Jesus.
When Jesus looked at her, when He
spoke to her, when He cared for her…He didn’t see her as one who had been held
captive by seven demons, he didn’t view her as an outcast of society, He didn’t
recoil from her as if she were an untouchable – He treated her as if she was a
jewel created by her heavenly Father, as if she was precious and loved in the
sight of God. Every day, every day – was
a day to cherish.
That is…every day was a day to
cherish until this past Friday…
“Oh
how could it have happened,” Mary thought, “how could it have happened? How could the week have happened…and how
could it have ended with…with…with His death?
How could this be?”
There she stands on the hill…she has
followed Him all this way…ever since He had first spoken her name…penetrating
her prison and setting her free…ever since that day she has followed Him and
she will not abandon Him now. So she
stands on the hill…and with every pound of the hammer…nailing the spikes into
the body of Jesus…with every blow of the hammer her heart breaks. As the spikes tear through the flesh of Jesus
they tear her soul – shredding it to pieces.
She holds tight to Joanna, Salome
and Mary the mother of Jesus, other women who have followed Jesus from Galilee
– but there is no consolation, there can be no consolation – the light of her
life is being snuffed out before her very eyes…Jesus is dying.
“I will never hear Him call my name
again and I will never again know the joy of looking
into His eyes and calling
Him Teacher.”
The
darkness that covers the land from noon until 3:00 on this Friday is merciful
for Mary
Magdalene – merciful for it hides from her eyes the unfathomable agony
that Jesus is enduring. At
3:00, as the sun
breaks through the darkness, she hears the voice of her Beloved yet again –
“It
is finished. Father into your hands I
commit My spirit.”
Then it is over.
“Over? It can’t be…can it? Over?
At least they’re leaving Him alone now…the
priests, the scribes, the Pharisees, the
soldiers…at least they’re leaving Him alone now.”
“I
will never hear Him call my name again”
She and the other women sit and
wait. They can’t leave Him…so they sit
and wait.
A Roman solider approaches one of
the two thieves crucified with Jesus…the man is still alive…this is not good…a
holy day is approaching and they mustn’t have people lingering on a cross on a
holy day…so the soldier breaks the man’s legs to expedite his death. The other thief is also holding onto
life…with a few cracks of a staff the Roman breaks two more legs.
Then the hardened legionnaire
inspects Jesus. Is Jesus dead? Yes, He’s dead. No need to break his legs.
Mary breathes a sigh of relief…”No
need to break the legs of my Beloved, of my Teacher.”
The solider lays the staff on the
ground…but then grabs a spear and pierces the side of Jesus…blood and water
flow out from Christ and the women moan…”Oh why can’t they just leave Him
alone?” they cry through unabated tears.
The last Roman solider walks away.
As evening approaches Joseph of
Arimathea and Nicodemus come to the Cross and the dead body of Jesus. The women watch as these two clandestine
followers of Christ gently take His body down, wrap it in linen and tenderly
carry it to a nearby tomb. The body is
placed in the tomb, the mammoth stone is rolled over the entrance…and as night
descends the women make their way back to their small rented room in Jerusalem.
“Oh Jesus, Jesus, the light of my
life. Where have you gone? Why have you gone? Will I never hear your voice again my dear
beloved Teacher?”
Friday night, Saturday and Saturday
night is unrelieved agony for Mary Magdalene.
Shadowy images dance in and out of her mind – some consoling her, as
when she thinks of times past with Jesus, but most tormenting her – as she
replays that horrid Friday over and over again.
It is as if the priests, scribes and Pharisees have invaded her own mind
and heart, they are throwing accusations at her just as they did to her
Beloved.
“If your Jesus is go great then why
didn’t He come down from the Cross? If
your Jesus is so great, if He really is the Son of God, why has God rejected
Him, why didn’t God save Him? If your
Jesus is so great…where is He now? Ha ha
ha Mary Magdalene, ha ha ha…where is your precious beloved Teacher now?”
Mary struggles to get through Friday
night, Saturday and Saturday night – for once the Sabbath is over on Saturday
night she has one more thing to do – one mission in life – to properly care for
the body of Jesus. She’ll get up early
Sunday morning, before the break of dawn, and she will go to the tomb and care
for the body of Jesus. After that what
will she do? Where will she go? She can’t see that far ahead…and it really
doesn’t matter anyway…for her Beloved, her Jesus, her Teacher…is dead.
Saturday night is spent in a
half-sleep. One eye sleeps and the other
eye watches for the first hint of morning.
Her ears strain to hear the sounds of a city coming to life so that
she’ll know it’s time to go – time to go to the body of Jesus.
As dawn approaches, Mary Magdalene
and the other women make their way out of the city. It is a walk of sorrow for they pass over the
same streets that Jesus walked on Friday – they pass through the same gate
through which Jesus was driven on Friday – and they hear the jeers and cheers
in their minds – minds now numbed with pain at the loss of their friend – the
crowds are jeering Jesus and cheering His executioners.
The women enter the garden adjacent
to the hill of execution, making their way to the tomb – its location indelibly
etched into their memories. As the sun’s
first rays light their way they blink their eyes, they blink again, their pace
quickens…they run, they run to the tomb – they gasp - for the stone has been
rolled away– “Oh no, oh no, oh no. They’ve come and taken Him away. What have they done with Jesus?”
Back to Jerusalem they run, they
run, they run – their hearts breaking, blinded with tears they run – “Could
they not have had the dignity to leave His body in peace? Why did they take Him away?”
The eleven disciples are just waking
up when they hear footsteps scurrying up the staircase to the upper room where
they are staying.
“Footsteps. Are the Romans and Temple police here to
arrest us too?” Peter questions.
John reassures him, “No, wait, I
don’t hear the clanging of arms, nor the pounding of heavy feet, these are not
soldiers coming up the stairs.”
The apostles open the door to find
the distraught women crying, “They have taken away the Lord out of the tomb and
we do not know where they have laid Him.”
Peter and John grab their cloaks and
rush out – yelling to their companions, “We’ll be back as soon as we can and
let you know what’s going on.”
Mary
Magdalene follows as fast as she can – her legs ache, her heart breaks – with
every stride she questions, “Where oh where have they taken my Lord, my Jesus,
my Teacher?”
John
gets to the tomb before Peter, looks inside and sees it empty with the
exception of the linens used to wrap the body of Jesus. The full-length linen is neatly folded on one
end of the slab and the head covering is folded with precision at the other end. Once Peter arrives they go into the tomb
together and come to the same conclusion – “Mary was right, the women were
right after all, the body of Jesus isn’t here.”
They depart to take their conclusion back to their associates.
But
Mary, Mary Magdalene, stands outside the tomb drenched in tears, tears that
continue to flow – her weeping having long since burst any dam of constraint
there might have been. She stoops down,
she will have yet one more look inside the tomb – and this time she sees a bit
more than neatly folded linen – this time she sees two angels – one at the head
of the slab where the body of Jesus had laid, the other at the foot.
Throughout
the Scriptures people encounter angels, throughout history people encounter
angels, God’s messengers. The typical
response of a man or woman encountering an angel is awe and often fear. Mary has neither, no awe, no fear – angels
mean nothing to her – she is not seeking angels – she is yearning for her
Jesus, her Lord, her Teacher.
The
angelic duet says to Mary, “Woman, why are you weeping?”
Mary
replies, “Because they have taken away my Lord and I do not know where they
have laid Him.”
As
these words are uttered Mary senses someone behind her…straightening up and
turning around she sees a man through her veil of tears…the person asks,
“Woman, why are you weeping?”
Mary,
supposing him to be the caretaker of the garden responds, “Sir, if You have
carried Him away, tell me where You have laid Him, and I will take Him
away. Please sir, give me the body of my
Beloved, give me the Body of my Jesus, please give me the body of my Teacher.”
Mary
turns her face away from the man, bursting into uncontrolled sobbing.
Jesus
says to her…“Mary.”
Mary
turns, looks into His eyes…and responds…
”Teacher.”
HE
IS RISEN!
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